Sunday, July 22, 2007

alienated

I haven't made a post (at least not a real post) here in a couple months, and that is not because I haven't had thoughts, but because I've stopped myself from sharing them. I type and then I think... what is the point of being real? I don't think people want reality from me.

7 comments:

Jenn Sanders said...

That's sad Ciara and I would like to tell you, not true. I hope you get the courage to post and be yourself...

mylordcares said...

I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angie said...

I do. Because I care about you. I wanted to give you a hug tonight, but didn't get a chance to. You looked like you could have used a few. I will be praying for you.

Anonymous said...

I do.

But then again, I think I'm cheating, since I still get reality.

:)

Dave Ketah said...

It certainly is tough to know how to express oneself to the worldwide public.

I think that your friends want to share in your reality, but the worldwide public may not be the right audience.

I have personally been recalibrating my expectations of internet expression. It sure does not seem that it works as an alternative to communication in a physically present situation.

Angie said...

You know, I recently found myself wanting to share some things that I didn't want to share with everyone in the world, including my family. So I started a second blog that people have to ask to read. So I now have one where I share whatever and one where I share the deep stuff that I've really never shared before.

beatlesxforxsale said...

Angie, thanks for the prayers. That means a lot to me. And that is a good idea about the seperate blog, I might try that, too.