Saturday, August 25, 2007

I might still love you but it's hard to tell

I am so unbelievably beyond the amount of other people's shit that I can take.

I want to freaking scream.

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

I'll listen to you scream, if you want.

mylordcares said...

Ciara, Remember like I told you before, other peoples s---, is just that. These are big, adult people capable of making choices. They chose to make ones that affect so many others. It is a SELFISH act on their part, a selfcentered act that maybe satisfied an "itch" for a moment but helped to devistate a community of people. Ciara, it is time for you to get MAD. Remember my quote," I'm mad as hell and I'm not going to take it anymore". Like Matt says, SCREAM your lungs out, I will listen too!!!!!!! Love you, Vicki

Angie said...

Ciara,

I wish there was truly something I could do to make life better for you. My heart breaks everytime it sees you hurting. I am praying for you. My door is always open. I would buy you a canvas if screaming with paint would help. Perhaps it would help me...

~Angie

Anonymous said...

"Ciara, it is time for you to get MAD."

Well...maybe, maybe not. I think it's good to vent, and to process through your anger, but I don't think it's good for anger to be the end result.

Despite the difficulty, I think the end goal is to look beyond ourselves to others.

mylordcares said...

Son, Getting mad isn't always a bad thing. Ciara, has a right to just be pissed off at all of this. She's right, enough is enough. There is a point where you have to allow people to do whatever they choose, screwing up is a part of life. Of course you don't want to allow them to harm themselves or others but if they make a CHOICE to sin and do stupid things then so be it. It doesn't mean you don't care you just need to protect your heart as well. So RIGHTEOUS anger can be a good thing.

Anonymous said...

I think we've spent enough of our time being angry.

mylordcares said...

That my son, I do understand........